Here's a poem inspired by the weather today...
Walking in the rain,
Wandering under the clouds,
Moving away from the pain,
Meandering through the shrouds.
I am surrounded in softness,
I am chilled with the breeze,
I am filled with my weakness,
I am searching for ease.
Where, where can I find it?
Why, why won't it come?
Peace flees from me--I flee from it.
Prayer flies from me--it I fail to welcome.
I am so stubborn--why?
I am so cold--for what?
It makes me want to cry;
Inside my heart it is shut.
Break through, O God!
Bust down the door!
The tears of the sky enter in squads--
I know You can do more!
You can transform my heart,
You can bring me to pray,
You can pull me apart,
You can cause me to say:
"O Lord, You are my King.
O Lord, You are my Savior.
Father, to me You only can bring
Freedom from the pain of this war.
"For in my heart there is war--
For in my soul there is bitterness.
This should be in me no more,
This should not be my distress!
"I am Yours--forgive my distrust!
I am Yours--pardon my self-love!
No more shall my face seek the dust!
No more shall I see the darkness thereof!
"But I shall sing to You,
But I shall rejoice before Your mercy.
For me You have brought anew,
You have drawn me Your grace to see."
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And so You have done.
And so it is accomplished.
In the rain, not under the sun;
In the rain You have me blessed.
And no, I don't feel this blue today--but this suits the weather...